I’ve always joked that God didn’t make me to run. I have asthma, weak ankles and I’ve never been particularly fast.
Throwback to my high school track days. Isn’t my long jump impressive looking?
Part of my high school’s requirements for being in sports like basketball and volleyball was you had to participate in track and field. So each spring, even though it was the worst time for my allergies and asthma, I’d lace up my cleats and pretend to care about running. I did everything from high jump and hurtles to relays and discus. Even attempted shot put a few times.
But the worst event for me was the 800 meter run. For some reason, my coaches thought that with my long strides I would be perfect for it… I was not. The race is basically a sprint endurance competition. Two full laps around the track (1/2 mile) as fast as you can go. Confession: Once after a very long day of track meet events I false started on purpose so I didn’t have to run it. I acted really upset, but was inwardly relieved.
When I finished with high school athletics, I didn’t see a reason to look back at running. I had many other exercise interests like dancing, yoga and biking to keep me healthy. With no coaches spurring me on to run two miles while lecturing us on the definition of integrity, I moved on.
Ten years and two kids later I’ve started a new relationship with running thanks to a great group of women in my city and a whole mess of grace.
It all started when I evaluated my bucket list of things to do before I turn 30 in October:
- Lose 20 lbs ✓ (Completed! I’ve lost 25 lbs since January)
- Fit into my wedding dress by my fifth anniversary in June (we’ll see)
- Establish healthy habits that I can carry into my 30s (in progress)
- Finish a race of some sort. ✓ (completed!)
- Start a blog & invest more time in writing ✓
- Reduce my social media usage and focus on the people in front of me (in progress)
- Come up with more bucket list items
In the past, I’ve wondered about people who are super into running races. What’s the motivation? WHY would you pay so much money to run when you can already do it for free. And (at the time) I wouldn’t even run for free if I could avoid it… Whenever the topic came up, I would cite my reasons stated above and make some coy comment about how God didn’t design my body to run. (pushing down some deeply seated memories of my inadequacies in high school track)
A friend and marathon/triathalon participant Kim Dea encouraged me (unknowingly) by telling me when she started she couldn’t run a mile straight. That (of course) it takes lots of practice to get to her level. It stuck with me, but I didn’t have the drive to get started.
After three years straight of intense mothering (aka pregnancy and breastfeeding), I wanted to “get my body back.” Not that I expect to get back to my pre-baby self, but I want to understand the mechanics of my new post-baby body and push myself to get into a fitness routine that works with my busy working mommy schedule.
Enter the Waco Women’s Training Program from the Waco Striders, an 8-week running program that ends in a 5K race. I could tell it was the program for me when I read this on their website:
[WWTP] offer the opportunity to improve your fitness no matter what your current skill level. Whether your are a walker, a beginning runner, or a runner with a time goal, the Waco Women’s Training Program will help you achieve your fitness goal.
The program was $52 and just one night a week which fit perfectly into our family dynamics. In addition to the weekly runs, we had homework to run and cross train on specific days during the week. I was pleasantly surprised to have a few of my former coworkers and friends in the crowd of more than 100 women participating, so I instantly felt at home.
But the most encouraging part were the Waco Striders who run the program. Shannon Cross the director, texted back and forth with me when I was deliberating about joining. She told me she also couldn’t run a race the entire time, but did intervals of running and walking and had completed several marathons doing intervals. The individual pacing leaders encouraged me constantly during our runs, and I found the whole group to be very accepting of all fitness levels and goals.
The first night I attended was exhilarating! I joined the 1:1 group (running a minute and walking a minute), and though I felt winded from time to time, I survived! After the short run we came back to the central location and enjoyed a 20-minute Zumba demo. After that each night was similar: run increasing distances with your interval group, come back and do 20 minutes of another type of fitness program.
Between the weekly runs and running homework, I slowly increased the distance I felt comfortable running. Doing intervals was a revelation for me. I’d always tried to run until I couldn’t breath anymore, then walk and then run some more. But with intervals, I had time to recover and run further faster than I would otherwise because it was in short bursts.
As the program drew to a close, we were running between 3-4 miles each Thursday night. Being in a pacing group with a lot of other women helped me feel included and normal. For some reason I’d always assumed that to be a runner meant not walking. That is so not true.
Before the race.
I completed my first 5K run on May 9 with many members of the WWTP cheering me on. And in that moment of crossing the finish line, my relationship with running changed. It was no longer something to be conquered or feared.
Running is about personal perserverance. It gives me an opportunity to push past the boundaries I’ve set up in my mind about what I can and can’t accomplish. I’m not in competition with others, just myself. Even with my asthma and weak ankles, I can run. And I don’t hate it because it isn’t an assignment anymore.
For me it’s a way to push myself forward with fitness without the need for a gym memberships or set out hours. Running is free and can happen during nap time and just after my kids are down for the night. It’s an hour of free time spent worshipping and praying for the strength to finish.
I look forward to doing more races (maybe even a half marathon at some point) and increasing my distance and speed over time. In the end, it all comes down to starting. As our fearless leaders at the WWTP said:
THE ONLY WAY TO FINISH IS TO START, So, Let’s Go!
Any running tips from readers? Share them in the comments. Heck, comment if you made it all the way through the 1,100 word post. Thanks for reading. I hope you are encouraged!